LonelyA shy little girlall on her ownstarting a new lifeyet still alone:Things were goingto be differentthings were goingto change:But she stillsits in her dormno more thana two word exchange:Food always tastes betterwhen with friendssometimes she sitsthere and pretends:A safe haven to learnshe thought she'd call homehas turned into a hellwith no one to know:She though shecould be visibleeveryone herecould see:but things neverare what they seemand she will neverhave a happy ending:--
The VowsWe stood at the altarIn the fresh aesthetics of springYou took my hand in yoursAnd slid on that fateful ringI wore a fair dressClothed in a flurry of whiteThe poison smileOn my wedding, the only blightSo beautiful it wasMy dress stained redOur passion unbiddenI took off your headWe promised loveTill death do us partAnd it shallFor your head, take my heartMy dear, my darlingForget me notHonor our righteous vowsAnd love me till I rotBlissfully contentWe vowed foreverLet my loveBury us together
ScarsScars have been madeWounds that won't healOn my heart, there has weighedThis pain I still feelThese scars are my markWouldn't want to go backEven though my past is darkIt made me who I am
MonsterWaking up the monsterScared of what he'll doBut no way to preventThat waking it, is what I'll doCurious as I amI take a step backAnd watch its every moveSurprised by how it endsThe monster of who they spokeAin't no monster at allIt's just a lonely creatureNeeded love, that's all
Through the eyes of the world, decay.At dawn: the sky is dark and grey,Retreating clouds move west.All people lie awake at nightAnd in the day they rest.The dreaming of a thousand soulsInherent in the deepRust slowly under filtered sunAnd with the fishes, sleep.A teddy bear that lost its eyeBut once was small and kind,Lives on inside the lonely childWho drags the toy behind.Neglected feelings of decayFade underneath the light.The ashes fade from stony streetsAnd disappear by night.Their tired fingers drum againstA rattling window pane.The news forgets to care again,Makes static with the rain
Who was the cruel and selfish manThat made the world this way?He crawls inside our ears at nightAnd lingers in the day.